Serah was on a bit of a roller coaster for a minute there! She got back a memory of her life before everything happened which included a lot of flashbacks to her childhood, her summer before going to university, and all that, so she was struck by what a great life she had . . . Then, she realized that she never did find a way back to that and got really upset by it. So, she shifted gears and decided that she didn't want to content herself with only a part of her dreams, not that Lightning isn't more than fifty percent of what makes her happy at any given time but—! Oh, and she got a memory about that, too. So, she has learned to be very particular on what she wants as far as endings go.
Anyway, she went to Beauty and pleaded while sobbing that she wanted to go back home, whether she was dead or not, in order to fix everything and get to do everything that she didn't get to do! She wants to get married, she wants to have children, she wants to have a family with her sister there, damnit!! So, she sort of gave in to her desire to be Beauty's knight with the hinge-point that Beauty has to help her get back. Serah will give her all kinds of hell if she doesn't, but she does trust Beauty to try to do everything she can, even against all better judgement . . . However, she sort of cut herself off in the middle of a crying fit that she has needed since, um, she arrived in Aather and has had to deal with multiple death memories. But she talked to Tiger about the situation, nope'd right out, threw a fit in her room and wailed alone while everyone was drunk and tanked from the party, then she made Lightning come over and cuddle with her while she cried a tiny bit more . . .
There was the bonds game after that which was nice and easy on her psyche after that episode, because Whiskey is unabashedly the easiest person in the world for Serah to relax with. And she talked to Beauty about setting up a mall, so she has something fun to occupy herself with as she bops around, yay!!
Back at you . . . I keep stalking Mithos from afar, derp.
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Anyway, she went to Beauty and pleaded while sobbing that she wanted to go back home, whether she was dead or not, in order to fix everything and get to do everything that she didn't get to do! She wants to get married, she wants to have children, she wants to have a family with her sister there, damnit!! So, she sort of gave in to her desire to be Beauty's knight with the hinge-point that Beauty has to help her get back. Serah will give her all kinds of hell if she doesn't, but she does trust Beauty to try to do everything she can, even against all better judgement . . . However, she sort of cut herself off in the middle of a crying fit that she has needed since, um, she arrived in Aather and has had to deal with multiple death memories. But she talked to Tiger about the situation, nope'd right out, threw a fit in her room and wailed alone while everyone was drunk and tanked from the party, then she made Lightning come over and cuddle with her while she cried a tiny bit more . . .
There was the bonds game after that which was nice and easy on her psyche after that episode, because Whiskey is unabashedly the easiest person in the world for Serah to relax with. And she talked to Beauty about setting up a mall, so she has something fun to occupy herself with as she bops around, yay!!
Back at you . . . I keep stalking Mithos from afar, derp.